A well dressed mess

# writing
your name over and over.

if i could, fly away
ooh and i wouldn't
come back no more.
i'd turn around
just to see you for the last time.

the little talk we had and
the walk home today had me
thinking about things.
some of which have
always been there but
i'd left aside without
any form of consideration.
things which actually
required much time and
thought to be put into.
put them all together and now
they come down on me
like a ton of bricks. :(
there's this uncertainty
to whether i can handle
all of it at one go.
i really don't know.
i'm not sure if i'm up for this.

this day has been lousy.
jessica's sudden triggered outburst.
nasty accidents happened
to my twinnie and anastasia.
take care all and get well soon.

i have to come to terms
with the fact that english is indeed
in less than seven days. :(
it really is time to get serious.
time to get down to work.
time to start studying my utmost.
time to be much more disciplined.

i'm glad that cuppycake still
doesn't fail to put
a smile onto my face. :))
the cutest song ever.

now is when i need you most.

; forever and for always

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